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Apophenia

by Mordomo

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pick your pace hurry up time is short now hurry up start the day eat it up close your eyes and swallow down out the door out of mind out of luck and out of sight you will rest when you die when you die they keep me medicated they keep me alive pick your pace hurry up you're not done now you're just stuck take a breath for a while sacrificial holy day climbing up will get me down six feet under hollow ground you will rest when you die when you die Maybe I'm not meant to die
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Instrumental
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Enough 04:42
I cracked the stone She's breathing again There's melted snow Running in her veins I brought her home And tried to keep her warm She opened her eyes To the bleeding human soul As the days went by I started to realize The way she smiled Was the drug to my demise Her magic eyes Blinded my third eye She closed the door On the bleeding human soul If I climb high enough If I breathe hard enough If I fall deep enough Will I find you?... I cracked the stone She's waking up again There's a melted sun Burning in her veins Her glowing eyes Paralyzed my mind The way she smiled Her bleeding human soul If I climb high enough If I breathe hard enough If I fall deep enough Will I find you?...
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Reveling 05:08
Sitting down On my own The same way It's always been Reveling Reminiscing Sitting down On my own And if I could find Some peace for my mind I'd break free and fly While trapped in your eyes
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Can I stay just a little bit longer Inhale your skin perfume I wanna take it with me Where ever I go next I know we're done now And I won't reminisce On what we could've been Those sunny days are over But what if we never met Would I be saying hello to you tomorrow? Would I just be another face in the crowd? Would I ever taste the contour of your lips? What if things weren't as broken As we keep reminding each other they really are Would you hold me in stormy nights Would we ever meet again? Would we ever meet again? Please remember that we will never meet For the first time Anymore Please remember things will never be the same As I walk out that door But what if we never met Would we ever meet again?
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Slow Down
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Connection 05:32
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Stitch Trap 04:24
Dissipate Erase it all Set the bait About to fall All I want Is to believe again All I want Is to be saved again Broken down Kicked around Spit it up Blood on the ground All I want Is to get up again All I want Is to feel love again And it comes and goes And it comes and goes Suffocate The heart and soul Feel no hate Nothing at all All I want Is to breathe out again All I want Is to feel alive again And it comes and goes And it comes and goes This pain feels like home And I can't get out Hear no sounds Fear the fall Rise above Fuck it all All I want Is to be me again All I want Is to fuck up again
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She runs alone for days with no shoes down in her feet She fell in love Now she can't escape Oh No Oh No I spin around for days With a bottle round my neck Inside a maze I try to escape Oh No Oh No If only I could face All the demons in my head I'd find a way To forget about you Oh No Oh No You scream into my ears For longer than I can take And I can't find A way out of this Oh No Oh No All my love is gone All my dreams are dead She runs around for days Empty bottle 'round on her neck She screams for help As she tries to escape Oh No Oh No All her love is gone All her dreams are dead Ohhhh There's no light ahead
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No matter how fast I run I run I'm always a step behind The closing of doors - I run I run I'm always a step behind Red lights everywhere Sirens are blaring But I keep stumbling Tripping on wires I run through the mazed halls Rusted metallic walls Don't know who is chasing me Am I the hunter or the huntee? Oh I keep on running Gotta keep on running And escape
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Instrumental
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Inhumation 05:46
there's nowhere to run this is just a dream send me oxygen i might need to breathe i'm down to my last cup of simple honesty tiny cracks in me take the light away this pain keeps haunting me begging me to stay come down and hold my hand through the ruble it's hard to feel you break in and find my hand through the mud and fire it's hard to feel you

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Apophenia is the tendency to perceive a connection or meaningful pattern between unrelated or random things (such as objects or ideas). The 12 tracks on this album stem from the collective oneirophrenia (dream-like state) that we currently seem to be experiencing and it's from this state that the hallucinogenic connections and patterns emerge.

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released September 27, 2020

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at "Conforto do Meu Quarto" Studio in Lisboa, Portugal, between 2019 and 2020 by Pedro Isidoro.

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Mordomo Lisboa, Portugal

Born on an uncertain day, Mordomo carries with him noises, melodies, traces of nostalgia and rebellion that insist on leaving him. His footsteps are heard in a city as far as Lisbon (Portugal).
Mordomo is Pedro Isidoro.

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